Silver Laughing Ring
I only wear my silver earrings lately
Because my silver bracelet never leaves my wrist
except to sleep.
I wrestle it over my clustered fingers each morning.
You gave it to me some years ago and it mostly
lived in the drawer.
Until you got sick, and sicker and now sickest.
“
As soon as you make a thought, laugh at it” – engraved
upon its ring.
You sent it when my marriage crumbled
And I was setting forth alone.
The impudent message shone from the box it came
in.
I met you 40 years ago.
In a college dorm,
I said I have to go have dinner with my parents
before they leave.
You, panting with freedom, were amazed I cared.
I was always the tallest girl in class.
You, barely five feet high, had the tiniest little
boots.
Of course you’re a Taurus, look at those
hooves, I said.
We had a food drawer in our room with salami, bread
and chocolate,
We discovered yogurt together in 1967.
Starving students, though college-housed and fed,
We lay on our carpet and watched the sunlight sparkle
from the tinsel mobile,
Listening to John Lennon and Big Pink.
We joked about having the same wallpaper on the
inside of our heads.
I always brought each boyfriend by to pass your
inspection.
If you didn’t like him, he must not be for
real.
My last husband was not your favorite,
But you said I was illuminated, and you were glad
for me.
We didn’t spend much time together for decades.
Now as you are working so hard to leave this body,
I’m with you always..
I read the bracelet as I put it on each day.
The canyon outside your window is in miraculous
bloom this spring.
Green fur where the fires charred November hillsides.
Beautiful magic to keep you company on your quiet
journey.
Beth
Benjamin, runner up, adult category.
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